Thursday, 1 December 2005


I hate it. If I don't take a benadryl or something I have the worst time falling asleep. And I have no benadryl, besides now it's too late to take anything or I won't be able to wake up in the morning. The following is an experiment:

hmm did that work...

ANd insomnia makes me overly paranoid (meaning even more paranoid than usual) and today there is a lump under my hurts but I am more or less certain it is a spider bite or something because it is red at the surface and I only just noticed it today. But my paranoid sleepless mind keeps thinking of Debra Winger in Terms of Endearment. They say a mind is a terrible thing to waste but sometimes it a terrible thing, period.


ellie said...

it worked. wonderfully!

and yeah - sometimes the brain doesn't want to shut up even when it's telling itself to do so.

will send you sleepy vibes at what i hope will be appropriate times. damn time differences!

kookychick252 said...

did it work sincerely cuz all I'm seeing is a white rectangle heehhe it was supposed to be the buzznet flash mini gallery
maybe it's just my slow computer

kookychick252 said...

would help if I have flash installed wouldn't it hehehehe

blister said...

the images work. how do you do that? i want some.

this dumb internetcafe machine is streaming words one to a line so that other post is very surreal. beatish.

did you know they print your book manga-style. and with the cover upsidedown?

right now i'm hoping she dumps steve and maybe listens to a little more prince than the diamond...

hope you slept some.

kookychick252 said...

oh noooo you're reading the book?!?!?!? now I'm embarrassed. I don't have a copy cuz I didn't want to reread it cuz I will just be bothered by know in the movie Lost in Translation the part where she says she wants to be a writer but she hates what she writes? that is me to a T (whatever that means). I can't believe they printed it wrong. Now that you mention it, alexv bought it and it was the same thing... and I was so embarrassed that someone else was reading it I forgot to bother with Cafe Press....but when i first did it, i printed one for my sister (that was the main reason I did it, because she liked it and said i should try to get it published and here was an easy way to publish cheaply and without chance of i did it for her!) anyway it was okay, and my mother and other sister and friend from work bought one and it was okay. I have to contact them now I guess....gimme your address and I can send a refund check! thank you so much for checking it out :)
now I feel so sheepish

oh the buzznet thing pops up sometimes, where you can get the codes to do a flash gallery. I will send you the code or link to it on case you don't read this... :)