I hate it. If I don't take a benadryl or something I have the worst time falling asleep. And I have no benadryl, besides now it's too late to take anything or I won't be able to wake up in the morning. The following is an experiment:
hmm did that work...
ANd insomnia makes me overly paranoid (meaning even more paranoid than usual) and today there is a lump under my arm...it hurts but I am more or less certain it is a spider bite or something because it is red at the surface and I only just noticed it today. But my paranoid sleepless mind keeps thinking of Debra Winger in Terms of Endearment. They say a mind is a terrible thing to waste but sometimes it a terrible thing, period.