Unfaithful

I feel like I have been cheating on my blogspot by journaling on my buzznet and hoo boy I just be tired cuz my pet peeve is "journaling"...journal as verb. cuz it reminds me of my psycho therapy days and what a dumb sentence anyway here is what I said ..... on buzznet. just cuz. just for scuzz. just cuz I love copy and paste what a genius thing aren't computers kind of warm and fuzzy? know what I am having panic attack breathing tonight and it is not even me who should be panicking (long story) anyways(maybe time for more psychotherapy):

99 problems but a bitch ain't one....
Sorry I just love that title, it makes me laugh for no apparent reason so I thought I would steal it. Cuz I need a giggle.



I miss San Francisco...so very much! I hate it here. Well, I love my job, which is weird for me. But I don't know anyone except my sister and I am fast realizing that I don't relate to her at all so I feel kind of isolated for the moment. And there is not a whole lot to do around here either.



Yesterday I went out to lunch alone, and brought a book. I have done this a million times and it is no big deal. But yesterday I walked in, and the hostess goes "table for two?" even though I was alone. So I told her one, and she looked at me funny. Then last night I went to the movies just to get out of the house, and asked for one ticket and the gal at the ticket counter goes "two?" ...no, one. One dammit! So then I felt like a lame-o. Truth be told, I kinda like being alone at a movie. There are very few people I am compatable with movie theater-wise. My sister Ena is good. My Dad was good. My friend Cora from high school was good. My mom is okay but she makes me nervous cuz she bites her nails the entire time. My sister that I live with talks aloud...that I can't stand. My last boyfriend was a chain smoker so in the movie theater he would fidget the entire time. I have no idea why I am rambling on an on about this...but I gotta get ready for work. Oh yeah, I saw War of the Worlds, even though I hate Tom Cruise. It was pretty good, it made me want to watch the old one again...there were similar parts but then I haven't seen that one in years. It was scary...probably more so cuz loud noises freak me out and it is always louder in a movie theater...Actually the scariest bit was Tom Cruises acapella rendition of Lil Deuce Coupe heheh.

Could Cooter be Cuter?

Heheh I was just reading Ben Jones of the show Dukes of Hazzard's opinion of the new movie...go Cooter go Cooter go! I liked that show a lot when I was a little girl and can I just say...Jessica Simpson? ech! The movie looks crappy. Trust Cooter on this one I think....plus also in the previews etc where is Roscoe? Roscoe was like my favorite character on that show the great big goof...it is the guy that J. Simp says "something bounced up in my undercarriage" to?!? if so, then where is Flash the cute lil doggie??!?!?!? piss on that.



Tomorrow I am going to see my nephews band...tomorrow night that is and tomorrow day I think I may well see Mr and Mrs Smith.... I was previewed out on that (meaning I saw the preview toooo much) but I keep hearing how good it is and also...Vince Vaughn...I never knew I liked that guy til the Wedding Crashers...alrighty kinda cute. Also I want to see that penguin documentary...what is it about nature docs that get me all teary eyed? I am sappy. I am seeing movies like a mad movie-seein' mamasita but I guess it's just cuz there ain't a darn thing to do around here. Well anyway my nephew's show should be fun and I will get some pictures if I can. My sister says (of his band) they changed their style. How is that? i asked. They stopped screaming she replied. huh?? Apparently they were a style called screamo, which was an offshoot of something called emo, which just proves I am getting old cuz I dunno WTF any of that means.