YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!

I got up early Saturday just to see it. OHHHHH... good thing I saw it by myself, too... because I kept weeping- it was in the back of my mind that my dad would never see it. I was trying to imagine that he was there with me in spirit... but the feeling would come and go. WOW though, I want to see it again already! I am a total GEEK. At the end, this guy sitting behind me goes "Yoda's the MAN! Well... whatever he is..." I miss my Yoda page that was parodying that guy Mahir. "Who is want to come Dagobah, invitate I can. My home, she can stay" I don't know how to put it back, oh well.

WE SELL SPIDER'S, MATE!

HEY, ANYBODY WANNA BUY A CAR???? AAAAAAAHHHHHH!

anyways.... here is somethin'...

"I've been waiting for a long time
For this moment to come
I'm destined
For anything...at all
Downtown lights will be shining
On me like a new diamond
Ring out under the midnight hour
No one can touch me now
And I can't turn my back
It's too late ready or not at all

I'm so much closer than
I have ever known...
Wake up

Dawning of a new era
Calling...don't let it catch you falling
Ready or not at all
So close enough to taste it
Almost...I can embrace this
Feeling....on the tip of my tongue

I'm so much closer than
I have ever known...
Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars....

I've been waiting for a lifetime
For this moment to come
I'm destined for anything at all

Dumbstruck
Colour me stupid
Good luck
You're gonna need it
Where I'm going if I get there...
At all....

Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars...."

I got the apartment! Woo-hoo! That song seemed really appropriate, yeah, 'ol Green Day. I heard it today and thought holy shit. Moving to the city theme song. So I quoted it. Even thought Green Day got on my nerves for a while, not through any fault of their own. It was because a former coworker/friend had known them personally at one point, and supposedly was their road manager once? although I sure didn't see his ass on "Behind the Music". But anyhoo, he was forever on about Green Day: "Billie used too..." and "Tre once said..." and I was like listen, bub, Tre can just kiss my ass at this point 'cause I am sick of hearing about them! Friggin' name-dropper- hey didja hurt your foot? Anyway, I'm over it... and they are my nephew's favorite... and I am moving to the big city and I can put my computer right in front of the window and pretend I am Carrie on "Sex and the City" typing away, like anyone cares. I am so nervous and excited right now. What'll be funny is to see how many people that were encouraging about it will run for the hills when I say I need help moving stuff. That is usually the case. I will probably have to break down and hire somebody. But it will be worth it YEEEEHAW!

I am getting more and more determined about getting that apartment, dammit! My friend rents there... there has to be some kind of catch or else it is too good to be true because the lanlord may come down in price. This tells me to be extra cautious. But I want it. Oh poor car.. I can't afford to keep it in that circumstance, though. Blarghhh! So many options. ANd what am I doing with my life!!!

I looked at a vacant apartment yesterday, it was so nice and I felt really bummed out about it afterward. Because I could not afford it unless I sell my car. And even then it would be just barely affordable. I don't know what to do.

Break at work, what to do? Oh yeah- this!!! It has just been an unusually boring work day. You know, I complain about not having a dating life but it is a total Catch-22 because the minute I start seeing someone I get all neurotic and annoying. Which is what I am now. So either way I am screwed!!! Shit!!!!!

Ah yes another day another dollar:


I am very nervous, and it has nothing to do with work. It is a nervous feeling in my heart and the pit of my stomach. Nervous in a good way, though. Hmmmm, what's that mean????

*SHAMELESS PLUG* for something that probably doesn't require me plugging it, but anyway- for anyone who liked "This is Spinal Tap" you gotta have the DVD. Oh ma gah could you die!!! It is chock full of stuff and it is all good! Know how lots of DVD's have deleted scenes and them you watch em and you're like "OK I see why they deleted that." Not so here. It is badass! It goes to eleven! HELLO CLEVELAND! Can I just say Christopher Guest rules and for some reason I think he is just adorable in that Jeff Beck-looking wig.